Love Is Blue

Quite frankly, I don’t know if anyone reads this or not. It is my only means of survival, pouring my heart out so that I am not consumed with feelings that I cannot change and that are so powerful and wonderful that I would not wish to change them. I realize to some they are drivel, hapless ramblings of one so lost in love.
Love is a powerful thing, much more powerful than I ever realized it could be. Love is blue but beautiful. May you all have it in your lives

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Safe

Sometimes when I think of the word safe, I am reminded how safe someone can make you feel. This is probably the last thing any guy wants to hear, probably right up there with “nice”. Let me tell you now what safe means to me, at least in this context.
Safe means being wrapped up warm and content in the arms of someone you love, someone who, of course, loves you back.
Safe means being able to be the person you really are with this person, not someone they want you to be.
Safe means I can talk about all my hopes, dreams and disappointments, and they listen and maybe laugh with me, but never at me.
Safe means sharing the deepest part of myself, my deepest secrets or my wildest dreams.  I can do this , because I feel safe.
So you see, safe is not so bad. Actually it’s pretty good. So when I tell you that you make me feel safe, just remember what I’m really saying.

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In Case You’re Wondering

In case you’re wondering, if it all changed tomorrow my heart would stay the same. If you became invisible to the world, I would still see you. No matter where this life leads you, my love will stay constant. When the day is done and the lights go out, I’ll be here sending that love your way. So remember that when the days get long and you wonder who is out there, I fell in love with the man inside not the pretty package. No matter what happens, you will always be that part of my spirit and soul that cannot be replaced.

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Chaos and Confrontation

Today was, I suppose a crossroads of sorts. I made that turn onto my own path and left behind chaos and craziness that filled it before. It felt good that turn but I hate the confrontation that went with it. It’s just not in my nature. I nurture, that’s the Nurse in me. I want to make it all better, not tear it apart. Sometimes, though, it seems we must tear it apart first and then put it all back together, a skill I need to improve upon. I’m missing you right now so much. I’ve done alot of tearing apart today and now I need to be wrapped up, for just a little while. So,  send me some hugs if you would.

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Sending My Love

Tonight you are so far away, yet I feel you in my heart and soul. It is humbling this love that I feel so strong, so gentle. There are not words to describe something this beautiful and know that my love and protection encircle you every moment. I would rather know you in the walking dreams only, than any other person in this life. Be safe and know that I send my arms to circle you in love and protection, I send my hands to steady you should you falter, I send my strength to fill you should you be weary and I send my words should you need them, to whisper to you in the night.

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Yesterday

Thank you for the peace you brought me, the love you wrapped around me and the quiet contentment you left behind. Never have I felt so wonderful.

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